Sunday, July 5, 2015

Drunkin Ramblings (thoughts typed outloud)

Drunkin Ramblings (thoughts typed outloud)

My name is Corey
I have OCD
What does that mean?
Well, in our culture it means someone who's a hoarder or someone who is anal retentive.
These are aspects of OCD but truly not the core of the issue.
The core of the issue is Obsessing over stupid shit and doing things to satisfy your compulsions to relieve anxiety.
It's intrusive thoughts that interfere with your life and the seemingly meaningless routines that are performed to relieve anxiety.
It's insightful insanity. It's controlled insanity. It's insanity on the down low.
Fuck your perceptions of OCD. They are mostly false and underestimated.
Sure, I am clinically organized but it's not for pure efficiency. It's for sanity!

Sex!
It's normal!
Masturbation. It's normal.
Being attracted to people for themselves is intellectual. It's not impure.
I might be attracted to a woman. I'm for the most part straight BUT if I appreciate a persons being, I might want to be intimate with it. That doesn't make me bi. It makes me a humanitarian.
People who set limits and labels on sexuality are repressed.

Finding the balance between life and work is a struggle for me.
This is the most normal thing about me.

I want to learn.
I need input. Always! Like Johnny Five!

I'm pissed at dA for making my breastfeeding photo “mature” because of the slight impression of a FEMALE areola.
Guess what? The OO library doesn't have a preload for the word “areola”, wtf?
The human body is not perverse. I love clothes and fashion but I hate the suppression of the human form. I especially hate that the topless female is hidden from the world. My tits are way more functional then a male's.
To say a woman's tits are sexual is counter biological.

Have a back bone. Don't be a doormat.
Choose your battles but don't ignore them all.
Revolutions have to be chosen carefully but don't wait until the time for opportunity is gone.